When the girls finally
appear at the meeting point, Draco and Blaise are shivering from the cold. Susan
instantly wraps her arms around her boyfriend, trying to warm him up. Ginny
gives Draco a look of concern.
“Are you cold,
underneath that big cloak?”
“You’re late,”
he says, his teeth chattering. “You were supposed to be here almost thirty
minutes ago.”
“I’m sorry,” she
says. “I kept her in Gladrags longer than she meant to be there.” She moves
forward and opens his cloak, maneuvering her way beneath it. He arches an
eyebrow at her.
“Feeling naughty,
are we, pet?”
“No, I’m just
trying to get you warm,” she says, smiling. She turns to look at Blaise and
Susan. “Are we ready to go back?”
“I think we’re
going to stay a bit longer,” Blaise says, his arms wrapped around Susan.
“We’ll see you later – maybe at dinner?”
“All right,” Draco
agrees, nodding. “We’ll see you later. Thanks for lunch.”
“No problem,”
Blaise says, smiling at his friend before turning away with Susan beside him.
“I hope you know
that I have no intentions of going to dinner with them,” Draco says candidly,
as they begin the trek back to Hogwarts.
“Why not?” she
asks, almost tripping on his feet in an effort to stay beneath his cloak as they
move.
“I’ve had quite
enough of the goo-goo eyes to last me a lifetime, thank you very much.” She
laughs at this.
“They’re not that
bad, once you get used to them.”
“Good to know
someone can stomach them without wanting to vomit,” he comments wryly.
As soon as they arrive
back at Hogwarts, they head to his tower. He is surprised at this, but
pleasantly so. He had thought that she might decide to take her leave of him
until after dinner.
Once they are inside
his room, she kicks off her shoes and stands in front of the blazing fire with
her hands outstretched. “Why don’t we ring for the house elves and have them
bring us some chocolate?”
“Excellent idea –
I’m actually upset that I didn’t think of it first,” he says, tugging the
gilt rope. Minutes later, they have steaming mugs of cocoa in their hands as
they sit on the rug in front of the fireplace.
“So what did you two
do while Susan and I were off shopping? Any deep male bonding?”
“As if I’d tell
you,” he laughs.
“I’ll tell you
what we talked about if you tell me what you talked about,” she wheedles,
smiling.
“I think I’ll
pass, thanks. You probably only talked about girly things like clothes and
makeup anyway.”
“Suit yourself,”
she says, shrugging. They are quiet for a moment as she stares into the fire and
he looks down into his mug. “Draco?”
“Yes?”
“Would it be all
right if I stayed with you tonight?”
If he didn’t feel
the painful thumping of his heart inside his chest, he would think he’d died
and gone to heaven. “Tired of Granger?”
“No,” she says,
giving him a somewhat shy look. “I just – I miss you.”
“You do?”
“Yeah,” she
admits, smiling softly. Her cheeks are rosy from being so close to the heat, and
it reminds him of another night when they sat close to his fire. “We spent a
week together, and I’ve missed spending time with you since then. This is
nice. Besides, it’s not like we have to be somewhere tomorrow, or anything.
It’s Sunday.”
“Won’t you have to
go and get clothes to change into? Pyjamas, or something?”
“I don’t really
feel like going back there,” she says, frowning slightly. “Could I maybe
borrow some of your pyjamas? Just for tonight, I mean?”
The thought of her
sleeping in his clothes is erotic and sweet at the same time. He nods at her.
“Sure, that’s not a problem.”
“Thanks,” she
says, visibly relieved. She drains the rest of her chocolate and pushes the mug
away. “Want to play chess?”
“Sure.” He gets
his chess board out and sets it up. They remain locked in their game until Ginny
realizes that her stomach is growling. He laughs at the noise it makes, and she
gives him an embarrassed smile.
“It must be time for
dinner.” He glances at the clock on his desk and nods.
“You’re right.
Want me to go get something and bring it up here?”
“Why don’t we go
down there together?” she suggests, rising from the floor.
“You know,” he
says, pausing by the bed, where his shoes are on the floor. “I don’t much
fancy going to the trouble of putting my shoes on to go downstairs.”
“Then don’t,”
she says, smiling. “I’ll go down in my socks if you will.”
“You’re on,
then,” he says, grinning. They make their way down to the kitchens and get a
basket full of food from the house elves. When they are on their way out of the
kitchen, they run into Ron, who stands in the corridor and stares openly at
them.
“Ron, will you
move?” Ginny asks, frowning. “We can’t get by with you standing in the
middle of the hallway.”
Draco and Ron have
locked eyes, and Ginny isn’t entirely sure that she’s comfortable with this,
considering that Ron has inherited the same Weasley temper that she has. When he
inclines his head toward Draco and moves out of the way, she is too surprised to
react.
Draco escorts her back
to his room with a gentle hand on her elbow, and when they are back upstairs,
she turns to him. “Was he actually just civil to you?”
“Wonder of wonders,
yes,” he says, removing food from the basket and placing it on the floor in
front of the fire.
“No whispered
threats that I didn’t hear? No dirty looks?”
“Nothing of the
sort.”
“What do you think
it means?”
“I think it means
that even though he may not like it, your brother is accepting your decision to
be my friend.”
“That’s very
mature, but it doesn’t sound like something Ron would do.”
“People change, you
said it yourself,” he reminds her, arranging the food just so. She sits down.
They eat in silence,
as Ginny turns several things over in her mind at once. If Ron has already
accepted Draco as her friend, wouldn’t that predispose him to accepting Draco
as something more? Did that mean that she was free to pursue a relationship with
Draco, without worrying about incurring her brother’s wrath?
Not that that was the
reason that she hadn’t revealed her feelings to Draco yet, she reasoned. No,
she hadn’t told him yet because she wasn’t sure how he would react. She
doesn’t want him to think that she’s just telling him because he said it
first, and besides that, she is still frightened that revealing the depth of her
feelings will frighten him away.
When the meal is
finished and the dishes and leftover food has been cleared away, he rises from
the floor and goes to his closet to find her something to wear. She watches
silently, wondering if tonight he will simply hold her, or if he will allow her
something more.
He rummages through
his closet and finds nothing suitable for her, so he turns to his dresser and
digs through a drawer. He pulls out an old t-shirt and a pair of his pyjama
pants. When he turns to hand them to her, she smiles.
“Thanks,” she
says, taking them from him. He watches in amazement as she begins to change in
front of him, and he clears his throat.
“I think maybe
you’d better change in the bathroom.”
“Why?” she asks,
ignoring him and pulling her jeans off.
“Because of what we
discussed earlier.” He can feel the blood rushing away from his head as she
turns to him wearing only her long-sleeved shirt and knickers, which, he notes,
are scandalously low cut.
“Draco, you’ve
seen it all before.”
“And? Before when I
saw it, I was touching it.”
“Point taken,” she
says, shaking her head. She takes her clothes into the bathroom and changes, and
when she emerges, he thinks that she looks almost edible in his pyjamas.
“So,” she says, smiling at him as she dumps her own clothes on the floor
beside the bed. “What did you and Blaise do today while you were alone?”
“You’re
incorrigible,” he laughs, pulling the covers back on his side of the bed, then
climbing beneath them. She giggles and slides beneath the covers next to him.
“I’m not telling you.”
“Even if I beg?”
“Hm,” he says,
considering. “I don’t know. I think I like the sound of you begging.”
“You would, prat.”
“Wench.”
“Draco?”
“Hmm?” he asks,
moving his arm to allow her room as she cuddles up next to him.
“What was it like to
live with your father?” His eyes fly open in the darkness.
“What?”
“It’s just that I
remember all of the rumors about how he abused you, and I want to know what he
was really like.”
He hugs her closer for
this. He has heard the rumors as well; has been hearing them since he was almost
twelve years old. “I loved my father. He may have been a hard man, but he
never raised a wand to me once. Not ever.”
“I always suspected
that there was no substance to those rumors.”
“Ginny?”
“What?”
“Why did you let me
kiss you earlier?”
“I didn’t let you.
I kissed you too, remember?”
“We never finished
what we started earlier.”
“Do you want to
finish it now?” she asks softly. He shakes his head.
“No, I’m too
tired.” It is a half-truth at best; he does want to finish what they started,
but he doesn’t want to give up holding her in order to do it. She drapes a
possessive arm over his chest and rests her cheek on his shoulder.
“Goodnight,
Ferret.”
“Goodnight,
Weasel.”
~*~
~*~ ~*~
Before he opens his
eyes, he is conscious of her voice. His side is cold, so he’s aware that
she’s not lying next to him.
“He’s still
asleep,” her soft voice carries over to him from the door to his room.
“What are you even
doing up here, Ginny?” He groans silently. Why is Granger looking for him?
“It’s none of your
business,” Ginny replies heatedly.
“Look, Dumbledore
wanted me to talk to him about doing some of his old Prefect duties.”
“So you wait until
Sunday morning to come and talk to him?” she asks, her voice saturated with
disbelief.
“I was busy,”
Hermione protested. “I could report the two of you, you know. Students
aren’t allowed to spend the night in the opposite sex’s room!”
“Threats are really
beneath you, Hermione,” Ginny snaps. “If you’re jealous, why don’t you
just come out and say it?”
“Jealous?”
Hermione snorts. “Of Malfoy?”
“Look, we didn’t
do anything last night,” Ginny hisses, her eyes narrowing. “So you can
leave. I will give him the message that you stopped by, although it would be my
guess that he won’t look for you until tomorrow when he has some free time.”
“Are you in love
with him?” Hermione asks suddenly. Over on the bed, Draco tenses.
“Why are you asking
me that?” Ginny’s voice sounds tired all of a sudden.
“I just – all of
us would like to know if you’re happy or not. You shouldn’t sneak around
with him, Ginny.”
“I’m not sneaking
around. We’ve done nothing wrong by getting close to each other – if we
have, then you’d be guilty of the same thing, wouldn’t you?” Hermione’s
cheeks flush scarlet at the accusation.
“That’s different.
I love Harry and Ron.”
“And I love Draco,
so there’s not a damned bit of difference.” Draco sits up slowly, the sheet
falling to his waist and exposing his bare chest. Hermione see him move and
averts her eyes quickly.
“I’m still
available, if you ever need to talk to someone,” she offers weakly, turning to
head towards the stairs. “Please tell Malfoy that I was here.”
Ginny watches Hermione
leave, her arms folded across her chest. She stands there until Hermione is out
of sight and the sound of her footsteps have faded on the stairs, and then she
turns around. The blood rushes away from her face when she sees Draco sitting
up, staring at her.
She walks slowly to
the bed and sits down, tucking her legs beneath her as she faces him. “How
long have you been awake?” she asks softly, not meeting his eyes.
“Long enough.” She
nods slowly. “Why didn’t you say anything to me, if that’s how you
feel?”
“I didn’t know
what to say,” she admits. “I didn’t want you to think I was saying it just
because you said it.”
“So you stayed
silent and just let me think that you didn’t care at all?”
“It wasn’t like
that,” she protests weakly. “I just didn’t know how to say it.”
“It’s pretty
simple,” he says, frowning. “You just say ‘I love you.’”
“It wasn’t that
easy for you,” she points out.
“You said it on accident. How was I to know if you really meant it, or if you
just said it because of the sex?”
“I told you then
that I don’t say things that I don’t mean. Why was it so easy to tell
Granger how you felt, and not me?”
“I didn’t even
know if you’d want to hear it anymore – with us being friends, and all.”
“Sweet Salazar,”
he swears, shaking his head. “Don’t you think that I want more than that,
especially after the way we kissed yesterday?”
“What do you want
from me?”
“If you really meant
it, I want you to say it again – this time to my face.”
“And if I
can’t?”
“You can,”
he asserts. She takes a deep breath and looks up, her eyes locking with his.
“I love you,
Draco.” No sooner are the words out of her mouth than she’s on her back,
being kissed into oblivion. His hands are everywhere, and his intense kissing
makes her feel as though he’s trying to consume her. She gives herself over to
it and kisses him back with just as much passion.
When they finally come
up for air, he pulls away just enough to caress her cheek with his hand. Their
noses are still touching and their breaths are mingling. “I never thought to
hear you say it, even though I hoped I would.”
“I’m sorry I
didn’t say it when you did.”
“Hearing it now
makes up for it – sort of,” he says wryly. “Although I would rather that
we hadn’t spent that time apart. You do realize that now that you’ve said
it, I really do own you?”
She laughs at this.
“But you’re my pet Slytherin, remember? I own you.”
“We own each other,
then,” he concedes, kissing the tip of her nose. “And today, we’re not
getting out of this bed for all the gold in Gringott’s.”
“Is that so?”
“Wait, I lied,” he
says, sitting up. He gets off of the bed and goes to his desk, then rummages
through the bottom leftmost drawer. When he turns around, she blushes. His
eyebrows shoot up. “You were ogling my bum, weren’t you?”
“Absolutely not,”
she denies, the red on her cheeks deepening. He sits back down on the bed and
waggles his eyebrows suggestively at her.
“It’s all right if
you were – you just can’t help yourself.” She laughs.
“You really are
conceited, do you know that?” He shrugs at this.
“It’s not like I
don’t watch your bum shake when you walk,” he admits. She giggles until he
holds out a black velvet box, and her expression turns sober.
“What is this?”
“This is what I did
yesterday while you were babysitting Zabini’s pet Hufflepuff. Go on, it
won’t bite. I promise.”
She hesitates before
lifting the lid of the box, and then she starts to shake so badly that she’s
afraid she might drop it. Her eyes dart up to meet his. “What is it?”
“I should think you
can tell that it’s a ring,” he remarks, arching an eyebrow.
“Well, yes, I can
see that it’s a ring,” she says, rolling her eyes. “But why are you giving
it to me?”
“I wasn’t going to
give it to you,” he admits. “I mean, I bought it for you, but then I had
second thoughts, and I was going to return it today.”
“Why?”
“I didn’t think it
would be appropriate to give to someone who was just a friend,” he explains.
“But in light of this morning’s revelations – well, now I know that you
should have it.”
She glances back down
at the ring that’s glittering up at her. It is a simple gold band with a
medium-sized emerald in the middle, flanked on either side by two
triangle-shaped diamonds. He removes it from the box and slides it onto her left
ring finger with trembling hands.
“I know that we’re
still young yet, and either of us could change our minds about this,” he
begins, still holding her hand. “But I know that right now, I love you more
than anything, and I want to be with you – and I’d love it if you said you
want to be with me, too.”
“Is this a
proposal?” she asks breathlessly.
“Not yet – it’s
more like a promise.”
“A promise of
marriage?”
“A promise that when
the time comes, if we’re still committed, then we will talk about marriage.”
“Do you really feel
that strongly about me?”
“I do,” he says,
nodding. “I love you, Ginny, and I’m willing to do whatever I have to in
order to keep you.”
“You don’t have to
do this, then,” she says breathlessly, reaching her hand out to stroke his
cheek. “I’m yours. You own me, remember?”
With this, he pulls
her close and catches her lips up in several dizzying kisses. “That does it.
We really are staying in this bed all
day. Sod the rest of the world.”
She giggles. “So
should I take the ring off when classes start back up?”
“Bloody hell, no!”
he says emphatically. “I want the entire school to know that you’re
taken.”
“What about my
brother?” she asks, her cheeks flushing with pleasure at his words.
“What about him? If
you hid it from him, he’d just find out in a few months anyway.”
“What? Why?” she
asks, her brow furrowing in confusion.
“Because I don’t
intend on going even a single day this summer without seeing you,” he murmurs,
pressing several light kisses to the side of her neck.
“What about my
parents and my other brothers?”
“What of them?”
“It’s entirely
possible that they’ll want to kill you the moment they lay eyes on you.”
“And it’s entirely
possible that I couldn’t care less,” he whispers, touching his lips to her
collarbone. She shivers. “So now that that’s settled, tell me again how much
you worship me.” She snorts softly at this.
“I worship you,”
she breathes, as his hand drifts down to her hip. “I adore you. And I will
kill you if you don’t kiss me again soon.”