After they’ve
finished eating, they automatically head back to his tower. He wonders if she
realizes where she’s going, or if she’s just focused on the story she’s
telling him with such emotion. When they are almost at their destination, she is
distracted by footsteps behind them.
A moment later,
Hermione rounds the corner. She stops when she sees Ginny and Draco standing so
closely together, and just stares at them. Draco folds his arms across his chest
and shoots an annoyed look at her.
“Was there something
you wanted, Granger?”
Hermione shifts
nervously where she stands, moving her weight from one foot to another. “I
want to talk to Ginny.”
“Is something
wrong?” Ginny asks, frowning. “Why are you back from Hogsmeade so soon?”
“I didn’t go to
Hogsmeade today,” Hermione explains, her eyes focused on Ginny. “Neither did
Ron or Harry. We’ve been in the library all morning.”
“Fancy that,”
Draco says pleasantly to Ginny. “Your brother and Potter in the same room as a
bunch of books.” Ginny stifles a
giggle and rolls her eyes at him.
“So what’s
wrong?”
“Nothing, they just
wanted to talk to you.”
“So you’re their
messenger now?” Ginny asks, her voice full of disbelief. “If they wanted me,
why couldn’t they come and get me themselves?”
“Well, Harry
didn’t want to see Malfoy, and you know Ron’s temper…” she lets her
voice trail off and shrugs.
“So you came because
the sight of me doesn’t make you want to wring my neck?” Draco asks, amused.
“I didn’t say
that,” she says darkly. “I just have enough self control that I won’t
actually do it.”
“Self control?” he
asks, arching an eyebrow. “Yes, you showed spiffing self control in our third
year. Smashing effort. Potter himself couldn’t have done better.”
“Look, are you going
to come, or not?” Hermione asks Ginny, clearly becoming frustrated.
“No, I’m not,”
Ginny says, shaking her head. “Draco and I-“
“Do you really think
that this is healthy for either of you?” Hermione blurts suddenly. “Are you
just doing it to make Ron and Harry mad?”
“And people think I’m
egotistical,” Draco sighs. “Granger, not everything we do is about Potter
and his bumbling sidekick. His sister is a big girl and she can handle herself,
got it?”
“Draco and I are
friends, Hermione. You’re all going to have to get used to that.”
“Fine,” Hermione
says, her shoulders slumping in defeat. “But don’t be surprised if they come
looking for you later.”
“Thanks for the
warning,” Draco says flippantly, turning his back to her and walking away.
Ginny turns and follows him, still close by his side. Hermione watches their
retreating backs with a strange feeling pooled in the pit of her stomach.
She’s never seen
Malfoy stand up for anyone other than himself, and it’s strange to see him
sticking up for Ginny. Even stranger to her is the thought that he might
actually care about Ginny. She
hasn’t ever thought that Malfoy was capable of caring about anyone other than
himself, and the thought that he might rocks the foundation of her carefully
constructed world.
She turns and heads
back to the library, hurrying as fast as her legs can carry her. When she
reaches it, she twists and turns, making her way back to the furthermost corner,
where Harry and Ron are seated. When Ron looks up and doesn’t see Ginny, his
face pales.
“Where is she?”
“She’s not
coming,” she says calmly, sitting down beside Harry.
“Why not?” Ron
demands.
“She was with Malfoy
when I found her,” she explains softly, not wanting Madam Pince to overhear
her. “They looked like they were heading to his room.”
“Not a good thing to
say right now, Hermione,” Harry admonishes quietly, taking in the purple of
Ron’s ears. Hermione’s cheeks turn red.
“Sorry.”
“Do you think
they’re going to-?” Ron can’t bring himself to voice the rest of his
question.
“Ginny said that
they were friends,” she says quickly. “She didn’t say anything else. They
weren’t touching, or anything.” Ron relaxes slightly at this.
“What did Malfoy
say?” Harry asks curiously. “When she said that they were friends, I
mean.”
“He didn’t say
anything, but he looked very protective of her,” she says, frowning
thoughtfully. “You know, if I didn’t think it wasn’t possible, I would
almost say that he cares about her.”
“What?” Ron
squeaks.
“You really think
so?” Harry asks softly. Hermione nods, and when she looks at him, she can tell
that he’s thinking the same thing she thought in the hallway.
“Ron, I’m sure
they’re fine,” Hermione reassures him, patting his hand across the table.
“They weren’t touching, and they didn’t even act like they wanted to.”
“But he has,”
Ron says, his face turning green. “I saw her knickers on his floor during the
holiday!”
“We know that she
was sleeping there,” Harry confirms, nodding. “We all saw the map with their
names on it, but that doesn’t mean that they were doing anything. We don’t
know what happened, Ron. She could have used his bathroom to shower, and dropped
them when she was carrying clothes in there.”
“You really think
that’s what happened?” Ron asks. Hermione nods quickly.
“Sure, Ron. It’s
possible.”
“But you
don’t believe it,” he says miserably.
“What if she truly
cares about him?” Hermione asks no one in particular. “Maybe she’s seen
something in him that we just can’t see.”
“Do you think that
he’s changed?” Harry asks, watching her brow furrow in deep thought.
“Maybe he’s not
the one who’s changed,” she muses aloud. “Maybe Ginny is the one who
changed.”
“Changed how?” Ron
asks.
“She hasn’t
exactly been herself lately,” Hermione observes. “Maybe something happened
over the break that we don’t know about, and it led to them being friends. She
seems awfully close to him now, whatever the case.”
“Do you think he
cares about her?” Harry asks, his liquid green eyes focused on her.
“I think it’s very
possible,” she says uncomfortably. “He stepped in front of her when I got
there, like he thought I might do something to her. Why would he put himself in
harm’s way for her if he didn’t
care?”
“That thing in the
hallway yesterday,” Harry begins. “Do you think it was just an act?”
“I don’t know,”
Hermione admits. “He looked uncomfortable, didn’t he?”
“Does he ever
look uncomfortable?” Harry remarks, pulling a face at her. She smiles and
shakes her head. Ron has been eerily quiet for a few moments now, and that
worries her.
“Ron? Are you all
right?”
“If she likes
him,” he says, staring at the tabletop. “Does that mean I have to be nice to
him?”
“I don’t know that
you have to be nice to him,” she says reasonably. “But it wouldn’t hurt
things if you didn’t try to pick fights with him anymore. That goes for you,
too, Harry.”
“I can’t promise
anything,” he says, holding his hands up. “He usually starts the stuff with
me, remember?”
“But he hasn’t
since he’s been back, and he has had a lot of opportunity. He hasn’t so much
as given you a dirty look.”
“That’s only
because he hasn’t looked at me, period.”
“Blaise and Susan
are with him a lot now,” Ron points out. “They don’t hang out with us as
much since he got back.”
“He’s been gone
for a while, Ron. He and Blaise were practically raised together, don’t you
remember him telling us that? I imagine that a friendship like that is hard to
let go of.”
“I reckon,” Ron
says grudgingly.
“Look,” Harry
says, standing up. “It’s still early. Why don’t we go ahead and go to
Hogsmeade, and get some lunch? My treat.”
“That sounds like a
fabulous idea, Harry,” Hermione says, relieved to have the subject changed.
She stands and holds her hand out to Ron. “Are you coming with us?”
When Ron slips his
hand into hers, she smiles brilliantly at him. “Are you kidding? A free meal?
I’m there.”
~*~
~*~ ~*~
Ginny shuts the door
to his room behind her as she steps across the threshold. Draco kicks his shoes
off and stretches out on his bed, folding his arms beneath his head. He is
surprised when Ginny removes her own shoes and stretches out beside him on the
bed. She rolls onto her right side to face him, and tucks her hands beneath her
cheek.
“Why is it so hard
for people to leave us alone?”
“They’re
jealous,” he says simply. “After all, not everyone can have their own pet
Gryffindor.”
She laughs and rolls
her eyes. “Are we so difficult to understand?”
“What do you
mean?”
“Just the fact of
us. The idea that we could be something other than enemies. People change,
don’t they realize that?”
“I don’t think
they care, pet. That’s just the
thing. They don’t want to know.”
“I guess you’re
right,” she concedes.
“When am I ever not
right?”
“No need to get
superior on me,” she says, smiling. He stares up at the ceiling, and she
realizes for the first time that since they left the hallway, he hasn’t made
eye contact with her. “Are you upset with me?”
“What? No. Why would
I be upset with you?”
“You haven’t
looked at me once since we ran into Hermione.”
“Oh,” he says, his
heart beating rapidly. “Oh, well, I’m not doing it on purpose,” he lies.
“You’re a terrible
liar,” she says softly.
“I didn’t used to
be,” he comments dryly.
“What did I do?”
“You haven’t done
anything.”
“Then why won’t
you look at me?”
“It’s just –
sometimes I find it difficult.”
“Why?”
“Because I’m still
attracted to you.” She turns this over in her mind. He hasn’t said that he
still loves her, but he hasn’t said that he doesn’t have feelings for her
anymore, either.
“And that makes it
hard to look at me?”
“When you’re lying
beside me on my bed, yes.”
“Why?”
“Because – do I really
have to explain this to you?” he asks, exasperated. He glances at her, and
finds that he can’t tug his eyes away from her face. He rolls onto his left
side and props his head up on his hand. “Why are you on my bed, anyway?
Doesn’t it make you uncomfortable, knowing what we did here?”
“No,” she says,
her eyes locking on his. “I’m not uncomfortable in the slightest.”
“We really surprised
a lot of people, didn’t we?” he murmurs, changing the subject abruptly.
“I think we did.”
“Cheers to us,
then,” he says, smirking. She smiles at him, and suddenly he feels dizzy.
“Look, I think it would be a good idea if one of us got up.”
“Why?”
“Is that your word du
jour?” he asks, slightly irritated. “Because I told you, I’m attracted
to you. Being on my bed is just temptation, and I’m not so sure that I’m
strong enough to withstand it.”
“What would you
do?”
“What? Sweet Circe,
Ginny! You’re not helping things along, here!”
“Draco,” she says
softly. He blinks. Her voice is low and it shoots through him like wildfire.
“Don’t,” he
says, his voice cracking slightly. “I can’t-“ his protests die as he
watches her move closer, and he is frozen to the spot. His eyes drift shut when
she presses her lips gently to his. The contact is so light, it almost tickles.
When she moves her
mouth to his ear, he gasps. “I don’t think we should do this,” he mutters,
his voice indicating quite the opposite. “It’s going to put a strain on our
friendship.”
“A little snogging
isn’t going to hurt anyone,” she whispers, pulling away to meet his eyes.
“Will it?”
“I suppose not,”
he says quietly, touching his fingertips to her cheek. She closes her eyes and
sighs when his lips touch hers again, and she moves so that she’s on her back.
He moves closer to her and cups her cheek gently with his hand as he teases her
lips apart with his tongue.
It doesn’t take long
for the kiss to change from tender and sweet to intense and demanding. Their
tongues duel as his hand begins to roam down her body, caressing her arm, then
her hip, and her outer thigh. Her hands are tangled in his hair, holding his
face to hers.
His hand continues to
roam until it reaches her breast. He kneads it gently in his palm for several
moments. When he realizes what he’s doing, he yanks his hand away as though
he’s been burnt, and he breaks the kiss.
“What’s wrong?”
she asks, her chest heaving as she catches her breath.
“I just- We should
stop before it goes any further.”
“I thought you were
attracted to me,” she says, confusion etched on her face.
“I am,” he
affirms, running a hand through his hair.
“Then what’s the
problem?”
“We’re friends,
Ginny. If we do this-“
“We did this before
we decided to just be friends,” she points out. “And we’re fine now.”
“Are you saying that
you want to keep going?”
“I think that’s
what I’m getting at, yeah.” He stares at her in awe for a moment. It’s
easy now to see why he loves her so well; she doesn’t hesitate to speak her
mind, and she’s not afraid to be honest with him.
“And you’re sure
we’ll be all right if we do?” he asks softly. There is nothing he wants more
at this moment than to touch her; to be inside of her. He’s been dreaming
about it every time he manages to go to sleep, and sometimes fantasizes about it
during his classes.
Her answer is to pull
him back down for another kiss. She reaches for his hand and places it back on
her breast, and he groans. He moves his mouth down to her neck and kisses her
wildly, and when she feels him sucking on her collarbone, she smiles.
He pauses long enough
to pull her shirt over her head, then begins to kiss the top of her breast. He
has just pulled the fabric of her bra aside and is about to capture an already
taut nipple when a knock sounds at his door.
“Ignore it,” she
begs in a whisper. “They’ll go away.” She doesn’t want him to stop, so
she removes her bra and puts her arms around his neck. “Please.”
He bends and kisses
her neck while his thumb flicks across her nipple, and she gasps. After a
moment, the person at the door knocks again, louder this time. He pulls away and
growls. “The school bloody well better be on fire,” he mutters angrily. She
manages to pull her shirt on just before he opens the door.
“Hey, Draco,”
Blaise says good naturedly. “Susan and I thought that maybe you might want to
go to Hogsmeade with us to get some lunch.”
“I’m a little busy
right now,” Draco says, forcing a smile.
“Come on, mate,”
Blaise says. “It’ll help you forget about Ginny for a bit.” She sits up on
the bed and looks directly at him.
Draco slides a finger
across his throat, then opens the door just enough so that Blaise can see Ginny
sitting on the bed. She raises her hand and waggles her fingers at him, stifling
a smile at his red face.
“Why don’t the
both of you come with us, then?” Blaise suggests. “It’s on me.”
Draco rubs his eyes
and takes in several deep breaths before Ginny decides to speak up. “That
sounds great, Blaise. Can we meet you somewhere in a few minutes? We were just
in the middle of a really important conversation.”
“Sure, that’s
fine. Why don’t you guys meet us in front of the Great Hall in about ten
minutes?”
“We’ll be
there,” she promises, smiling. Blaise nods at Draco, then turns and heads down
the stairs. After he closes the door, Draco turns to her with a highly amused
look.
“We were in the
middle of a very important conversation, were we?” He crosses to the bed and
sits down next to her.
“I think it was
important,” she says, smiling wickedly at him. “We have enough time to
finish it, if you want to.”
“Less than ten
minutes?” he asks, looking offended. “Why, that’s hardly enough time to
get a good snogging in, let alone have a deep, involved conversation.”
“I suppose you’re
right,” she sighs dejectedly.
“If you’re so
inclined, you might consider coming back here later on to finish our talk.” He
stands and waggles his eyebrows suggestively at her before his eyes fall on the
white garment on his bed. He picks it up and grins lasciviously. “But just in
case you don’t, I’ll keep this as a reminder of our talk.”
“Draco, give it
back! I don’t have time to go get another one!” She reaches for it, but he
pulls it just out of her reach before shoving it in his pocket.
“So come back and
get it after we get back, if you want it so badly.” She stands up and moves in
front of him. When she reaches her hand down in his pocket, he sucks in a deep
breath. “It’s in the other pocket,” he says.
“I know.” She
kisses him gently before pulling away and slipping her shoes on. “Are you
ready? I’m sure they’re waiting for us already.”
Draco nods and slips
his own shoes on, thinking that this feels oddly like a marriage. The two of
them, meeting two friends, joking about sex. Surprisingly, the thought doesn’t
upset him, and that gives him something to think about.
They walk together
down the stairs and head towards the Great Hall. She links her arm through his
and smiles up at him, and for some reason he is stricken with the thought that
this is much how she would look walking down the aisle with him. He shakes his
head to clear the cobwebs that are forming, and grins back at her.
“So, is there
anything I should be prepared for?”
“What do you
mean?” he asks, looking puzzled.
“Do Blaise or Susan
have any strange mannerisms that I should be ready for?”
“Now that you
mention it, they do.”
“Oh?”
“They have this
annoying habit of attaching their faces to each other out of nowhere.” She
throws her head back and laughs at this.
“Then they have a fun
annoying habit.”
“You are wicked,”
he remarks, as they round the corner and Blaise and Susan come into sight. Susan
smiles and waves energetically.
“You like me
wicked,” she whispers. “It reminds you of you.” It is his turn to laugh.
“Well, you two
certainly seem to be getting along well,” Susan says cheerily. “Everything
all right, then?”
“We’re fine,”
Ginny says, her smile genuine. She has always liked Susan, even though she’s
always thought her to be somewhat of an airhead. “Where are we going?”
They turn and head out
the front doors, and Ginny watches as Blaise reaches for Susan’s hand and
laces his fingers through hers.
“We thought maybe
the Three Broomsticks, so the boys could have some butterbeer,” Susan says,
turning to look at Ginny over her shoulder.
“The boys?” Ginny
asks. Susan lets go of Blaise and falls into step beside Ginny, and Draco takes
his cue and moves forward to walk beside Blaise. “Don’t you like
butterbeer?”
“I’m not overly
fond of it, no.” She glances sideways at Ginny for a moment, and then smiles.
“Draco speaks nonstop about you, you know.”
“He does?” she
asks, surprised. “What does he say?”
“I don’t think he
knows that I’ve been around when he’s done it, but when he’s with
Blaise… well, he thinks very highly of you.”
Ginny looks ahead at
Draco, and catches him turning to grin at her. She smiles back and her cheeks
turn red before he turns back to Blaise. “I think very highly of him, too.
I’m very lucky to have him.”
“So, are you
officially dating again?”
“We’re officially
friends again,” Ginny says carefully.
“Do you think
you’ll go back to dating anytime soon?” Susan asks gently.
“I don’t know that
that’s such a good idea.”
“Why not? He adores
you.”
“Don’t you think
adore is a strong word?”
“Ginny,” Susan
says seriously, halting her steps. “This is Draco
Malfoy we’re talking about, here. Have you ever seen him over the moon for a girl before?”
“No,” Ginny says
honestly.
“Well, he is now.”
“I think you might
be exaggerating just the tiniest bit, don’t you?” Ginny laughs.
“I don’t think
so,” Susan disagrees, starting to walk again. “And I think you’d be
passing up a golden opportunity if you decide not to date him again.”
“He talks about me a
lot?” Ginny asks quietly. Susan nods.
“Are you ladies
quite finished discussing our demise, or shall we eat whilst you continue
chatting?” Blaise asks, giving the girls an exaggerated bow. Susan smiles and
rolls her eyes as she turns to Ginny.
“Someone has a flair
for the dramatic.” She turns and links her arm with Blaise’s, and Ginny
watches them enter the Three Broomsticks with the ghost of a smile on her face.
“Everything all
right?” Draco asks, noting the look on her face. She nods and smiles warmly at
him.
“At this moment,”
she says, her breath forming tiny white puffs in the wintry air, “Everything
is perfect.”
He grins at this.
“Good to hear. Shall we go inside and eat, or would you like to stay out here
for a bit longer?”
“Why would I want to
do that?” she laughs. “Stay out here and freeze?”
“I just thought that
perhaps you might need a reprieve from Zabini’s pet.”
“She’s really not
so bad,” Ginny says decisively. He arches an eyebrow at her.
“Is that so?” He
opens the door for her and guides her in with his hand lightly resting on the
small of her back. Warmth floods through her, and she realizes that this is
where she wants to be; this is what feels right – him.
She is just about to
sit down when she hears Draco suck in his breath with a tiny hiss. “What is
it?” she asks, turning to look in the direction he’s looking. Her eyes fall
on Hermione, Harry, and Ron sitting at a table on the other side of the
restaurant. The trio don’t seem to have noticed them yet, for which she is
grateful. She reaches for Draco’s hand and squeezes it gently. “It’s fine.
Let’s just sit down and have a nice lunch together.”
He nods at her, and
she lowers herself into the booth. When they are seated, Ginny realizes why she
hasn’t heard a peep out of Blaise and Susan – they are locked in a kiss.
Ginny turns to Draco, her cheeks flushing slightly pink, and he smirks at her.
“Why should we let
them have all the fun?” he asks, highly amused. He pats his pocket, and she
feels her cheeks burn even more.
“And you said that I
was wicked,” she remarks, sighing melodramatically. He chuckles, and the sound
causes the couple to break their kiss. Susan turns pink.
“Sorry, we didn’t
realize you were here,” she apologizes. The look on Blaise’s face says
otherwise, and Ginny has to bite down on her lower lip to prevent the laugh from
slipping out. Draco rises and excuses himself to go to the restroom.
When his blonde friend
is out of sight, Blaise turns to Ginny. “So, how are things going for you
two?”
“Fine,” she says,
smiling faintly at him. “But it looks like things are going better for you
guys.” Blaise smiles at this, and Susan blushes.
“So you’re getting
along again, then?”
“Does he really talk
that badly about me?” Ginny teases, laughing.
“I didn’t mean it
like that,” Blaise protests, shaking his head.
“I know what you
meant,” she says, holding up her hand. “I think we’re doing all right.
There are some things that we need to work out, but on the whole, we’re
okay.”
“That’s good to
hear,” he says seriously. “It’s about time that the two of you were happy
again.”
“What are you
talking about?” she laughs. “We were only apart for a couple of weeks.”
“I don’t just mean
that,” he says quietly, glancing around to make sure that Draco isn’t coming
back yet. “I mean that you’ve both been through some things, and it’s
about time you were both happy.”
“Thanks, I think,”
she says, trying to swallow her surprise. It is the moment when Draco returns to
the table, and she smiles up at him as he sits down.
“You look happy to
see me,” he says teasingly. “Were they too much for you to stomach alone?”
“No,” she says,
laughing. Blaise chuckles.
“And who’s to say
that she wasn’t too much for us?” he asks. Draco arches an eyebrow at his
friend.
“My pet, too much
for the two of you? I doubt that.” Ginny revels in the thrill that passes
through her at being called his pet to someone else, and she wonders if he means
it because of the private joke between the two of them, or whether it is meant
as an endearment.
Whatever the case, it
falls unnoticed by Blaise and Susan, and lunch progresses pleasantly. Ginny
can’t remember the last time she felt so comfortable with anyone other than
Draco, and she finds that she rather enjoys the couple’s company, despite the
fact that they keep giving each other puppy dog eyes. She loves the way that
they constantly find little ways to touch each other; fingers brush as they
reach for their drinks, hands touch knees beneath the table, he smoothes hair
away from her face. It’s all very romantic, even if they find it a daily
occurrence.
Draco watches her
watching them, and he is intrigued. She seems very enamored of them, and whether
she realizes it or not, he notices that every time they touch, a tiny smile
appears on her face. He wonders what she would do if he demonstrated that much
affection to her in public, and then dismisses the thought.
He had come to the
conclusion that she didn’t want a relationship with him when she walked away
from him that day, since she didn’t fight him to stay. After their interlude
this morning, though, he isn’t sure. Perhaps she wants a private relationship;
something that happens behind closed doors that no one else knows about. If that
is what she wants, then that is what he’s determined to give her.
He doesn’t like to
be kept hidden like a dirty little secret, but he doesn’t want to lose her, so
he will hold fast to her, whatever the cost.
When she turns and
smiles at him, he responds in kind, and watches with satisfaction her look of
utter surprise when his hand squeezes her upper thigh beneath the table. Her
cheeks turn scarlet when his hand remains there, and Blaise starts talking.
“Why don’t we make
a day of it while we’re here?” he suggests, draping his arm around Susan’s
shoulders and pulling her closer. “We could just sort of wander around the
streets of Hogsmeade.”
“Oh, that sounds
like fun!” Susan exclaims, her eyes lighting up. She turns to Ginny. “Why
don’t you and I go to Gladrags? I’ve been wanting to get some new robes for
ages now, and Blaise never wants to go!”
“I don’t much
fancy looking at clothes,” Blaise explains, shaking his head. Ginny smiles at
her fellow redhead.
“I’d love to go
– that is, if Draco thinks he can survive without me,” she teases. His eyes
register his surprise for a split second.
“What an odd thing
to say,” he purrs silkily. “I’m sure I’ll be quite all right being
deprived of your company for a bit, since you’re going to come and visit me
later this evening.”
“Indeed,” she
concedes finally, biting back the smile that threatens. He looks immensely
pleased when she agrees to visit him, and warmth fills her, spreading from her
head to the very tips of her toes. She scoots out of the booth and follows Susan
out of the restaurant, both of them promising to meet the boys in front of
Quality Quidditch Supplies in an hour. When they are finally out of sight, Draco
turns to Blaise.
“How did you win
Susan over?” Blaise seems caught off guard by this question, and turns it over
very carefully in his mind. He hadn’t realized that Draco was so insecure
about Ginny, and if he admits it to himself, it unnerves him more than a little
bit. Draco has never been uncertain about anything in his life, as far as Blaise
can remember.
“I told her I loved
her,” he says without hesitation. Draco’s face falls, and he wonders at it.
“You’ve already told her, haven’t you?”
“Her reaction was
less than encouraging,” he explains, rubbing his forehead in frustration.
“It’s why she left in the first place.”
“I thought you said
you told her to leave?” Blaise asks, confused.
“I did,” Draco
affirms, taking a long drink of his butterbeer. “But it was because I’d told
her, and she said nothing back.”
“Nothing?”
“She repeated what I
said, asking me if I did, but that’s about it.”
“Maybe you scared
her.”
“The thought had
occurred to me already,” Draco snaps irritably. “So how do I take it back
and fix it?”
“You want to take it
back? Does that mean you don’t love her anymore, then?”
“I do,” Draco
whispers, leaning across the tabletop conspiratorially. “More than I did two
weeks ago, if that’s possible.”
“I assure you,
it’s possible,” Blaise says, nodding. “But why do you say you want to
‘fix it’? There doesn’t seem to be anything wrong between the two of
you.”
“She agreed to be my
friend,” Draco says quietly. The dark-haired boy’s eyebrows shoot up in
surprise.
“You looked like a
hell of a lot more than friends when I knocked on your door.”
“What?” Draco
asks. He hadn’t thought that his friend was so astute.
“Come on, Draco,”
he chides, his eyes darting around the room once. “I saw the two of you. Your cheeks were red, and your hair was mussed
up. Plus she made an excuse for me to leave. You don’t really think I’m that
stupid, do you?”
“I suppose not,”
Draco says, shaking his head.
“You didn’t look
like just friends to me.”
“I don’t feel like
just friends, either,” Draco admits reluctantly.
“What do
you feel like?”
Draco looks up and
meets his friend’s eyes. “I feel like this is it,” he says candidly.
“It?”
“She’s the one.”
Blaise sits back, his
eyes wide with the shock that he feels. He remembers Draco’s oaths from just
two short years ago, swearing that he would never settle down with one woman. He
would never fall into the trap of monogamy as long as he lived. Now here he is,
sitting in front of Blaise, and telling him that he only wants one woman.
And to top it all off,
that woman is a Weasley, someone that
Draco once hated with a burning passion. It’s almost too much to handle.
“She’s only a
sixth year,” Blaise says finally. “What will you do next year, when she’s
in school, and you’re not?”
“I haven’t said
that I’m planning on anything yet,” Draco lies. “I just said I think that
she’s the one. She’s perfect for me.”
“I won’t disagree
with that,” his friend says, sitting up straight again. “So are you going to
tell her how you feel?”
“I haven’t exactly
thought this through,” Draco admits, frowning. “I’m not sure what I’m
going to do yet.”
“Well, why don’t
we get out of here, and then we can talk more?” Blaise suggests, shooting a
glance in the direction of his fellow Gryffindors. To his chagrin, they are all
staring at him. He waves and smiles, and is heartened a bit when both Hermione
and Harry wave and smile back. Only Ron doesn’t move, and stays sulking in the
corner of their booth.
“Excellent idea,”
Draco says, glancing neutrally at the trio.
After the two friends
are gone, Hermione turns to Ron. “See? Malfoy didn’t even frown at us.”
“When did you become
his cheerleader?” Ron asks darkly.
“Ron,” she says,
exasperated. “I’m not being his cheerleader, I just think that if Ginny is
going to be close with him in any capacity, we should try and look for the
positive aspects of it.”
“Spoken like a true
optimist,” Harry teases, tugging gently on one of her curls. She smiles and
blushes at the contact, leaving Ron to wonder where he fits in anymore. His
sister is with Malfoy, Blaise and Susan have paired off and started spending
time around Malfoy, and now Harry and Hermione seem to have grown closer. Where
he once felt like a cherished member of the trio, now he just feels like a third
wheel.
To say that he’s
jealous is an understatement.
He doesn’t like
Harry being so close to Hermione, and vice versa. He’s always been closer to
Harry than she has; he’s shared things with Harry that Hermione will never
know about. He loves them both, and he doesn’t like to entertain the thought
that he may be losing them. The idea that he’s losing them to each other is
even more painful.